I know God has been found by unusual people in unusual places---in a sudden vision in a grove or orchard or grotto, or on a mountain or in a closet, or through saintly service to African lepers or to Calcutta untouchables. But for most of us, most of the time, I am convinced he can be found most surely in "the natural sequence to the performance" of the duties he has given us that all of us (not just the unusual) can perform in our own homes and neighborhoods and that the Church, in its unique community, imposed as well as chosen, can best teach and empower us to perform. (Also found here.)As I get my hands dirty, so to speak, in the nitty gritties of quorum administration and my faltering attempts at personal ministry, I am taught about how I can best meet others' needs (including my family's) and empowered in my feeble efforts. And I sense how much God cares about those I brush shoulders with. And I become, I think---I hope---a bit more compassionate and charitable.
I think that's one reason (among others) I stick around---because, despite my misgivings with some people and how some things are administered and taken for granted or not considered too deeply in the Church, my covenant relationship with the Church itself forces me beyond self-interest and, in the process (and England's words), "gives [... me] a chance to be made better than [... I] might choose to be, but ultimately need and want to be." And I think that's how God intended things.
At least that's what I choose to believe. And it doesn't hurt to believe too much, does it?
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ReplyDeleteSomeone quoted that essay in sacrament shortly after I moved into my current ward and I thought it was the most beautiful thing....
I need to buy that book.
Yes, do.
ReplyDeleteI've only just started this collection, but I've read two of his others and have the fourth on my next-to-be-read list. I started with his last collection a couple of years ago, Making Peace, then bought Dialogues with Myself, even though the full text is available online.
And why am I saying this? Dunno. Probably because I'm an England fan (in case you hadn't noticed) and have been considering writing my dissertation on these four essay collections, though I don't know how relevant his work and approach are outside of Mormon culture, even though they've been touchstones for me personally. Maybe more than I think...